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Deep Throat: The answer is simple. You either stop barebacking with anyone, or you know your chances, and go with them. I knew my chances when I became poz, and even though I didn't know the guy was poz, I knew there was a risk that I would get something. Being poz isn't the end of the world. There are meds you can take which will help you live a normal life. And the potential for a cure may be with in our generation. But you MUST be willing to take that risk, or you should NEVER bareback. It's that simple. If you were to ever contract HIV, feel free to it me up, and I would be willing to give you some support.

Haven't been here long enough yet. I'm still trying to get to know more people, in between working too much. I hate the fact that the book stores with viewing booths have been $%@#$%#$ to close here. All the adult book stores are just that, no booths, just a store front. Ohio had the book stores with viewing booths, theaters and bath houses. I used to have one guy in Ohio who would allow you to suck him, until he'd piss a bit, then suck him more. It was always hot.

So who all enjoys watersports, and how? Do you prefer to drink, have it on you, or up the arse? What makes it enjoyable for you? What tips do you have for others? I have pissed in a couple of guys before, and have drank a load from a couple of guys. I think my obsession started when I was young, and fucking neighbor boys. I was too young to cum yet, but had a feeling that I couldn't describe (I know now that I wanted to cum). The only thing I could think of at the time was that I wanted to piss in the boys arse's. I think I would have scared them away if I had, but man I wished I could have then.

Haven't checked the chat room out, but should do so. Would be great to know the best times though. I'll probably be on late evenings, around midnight Central Standard Time in the US.

All this goes along with the fantasy of going to a gay bar, and having some stranger grab you, blind fold you, and take you into a back room where you're fucked over and over by anonymous guys. Loads in your ass, loads in your mouth, and by the end of the night, worn and used well.

Urine does NOT carry HIV. That is a myth that is very wrong. Now there could be other things carried, but seeing how the body tries to clear anything out through the kidneys, that is bad, it isn't terrible. I've had mine pissed in, and have pissed in other guys asses, and haven't seen anything negative as of yet.

I've been hearing rumors that poppers are going to be unavailable soon. Haven't been able to find anything in writing about it though, so I don't know if it's just a rumor. I hope not, though.

The risk is actually quite low, and there is no known case of someone contracting HIV from a person who is undetectable. That being said, there is no doctor that I know of who'd say that it's impossible. There's many factors that can play into this. Just even the idea that the persons virus may be becoming resistant to their meds, and if they haven't had a check up in awhile, the risk is there that they might be more contageous than they thought. That being said, again, the risk of that is still low. So what you need to do is ask yourself if the risk is worth taking. If you don't want to take any risk, then DON'T DO IT! If you feel that you need to have unprotected sex with someone who is undetectable, then you need to realize their is a risk, and know that you want to take it anyway. I hope that helps, bud.

Anon is hot. It's the unknown that makes it so good. Dark theaters where I can get fucked and not have a clue who it is is a real turn on. Knowing I'm getting barebacked by some stranger, and knowing I'm getting his rocks off is a real turn on.

I've been known to be so horny that I've picked up a used condom, or two, at a book store and shoved them into my hole, squeezing out all the cum, before allowing the next guy to fuck me. Yes, there is something to this....right or wrong....it is a turn on.

I didn't choose to become poz, it just happened. But having a good understanding of phsycology, I can give a few reasons that guys want to become poz. Here's a list: 1) To become one of the "club". Yeah, that may sound weird, but some see it as a right of passage. 2) No more worring about if they "Will" get it. 3) Some feel after becoming poz they don't have to worry about being a slut, and taking any and all loads. This isn't fully true, since getting co-infected (where one has diff. strains of HIV) is possible, but they don't care. 4) Some like to be the Masochist and enjoy the idea of someone "using" them, and "seeding" them. So they get pleasure by having someone give them the "Gift". 5) Some get poz because they're poor, living on the streets, and can't get help. But they find that their friends who became poz all of a sudden got health care paid by the state, in some cases a place to live, and much more if they actually go beyond being poz, and also achieve AIDS status. 6) Since men can't get pregnant, some look at this as the only way for them to "Carry" another guys gene's inside them. You see some women love the fact that they can carry another guys baby inside them, if they really love that guy. So some gay men feel this is what they can "do" for the one they love. That is just a short list. I am not saying any or all of them are good reasons, let alone any other reason. I don't like to judge others, so those are just reasons I know some others have wanted to be poz., right or wrong.

I have no problems online, but when I was younger I did have a problem in the bars. Finally I saw a pair of handcuffs at a leather store. I bought them, and told myself that if I could walk around with those handcuffs in my back pocket, I could be bold enoughg to go up to a total stranger, and risk the chance they say, "You're not my type." It worked, except....well....it was some years later I was hooking up with someone, and they told me they had wanted to approach me years earlier, but they were intimidated by me....Intimidated? By ME? So I asked them why. Their response was that they saw the hand cuffs bulging through my back pocket, and they didn't think they could approach some one like me. lol Just go with it bud, and if they turn you down, or say anything rude, just pass it off as one more idiot before you find the good one.

I've always found the idea of felching loads out of a guy to be hot. I've felched one guy that my hubby had fucked first, and loved it so much, I got hard and fucked the guy like a mad man. So I'd love to hear other guys felching stories, and why you like felching. How many loads would one suggest a bottom should take, to make a good felching session? Has anyone felched anonymouse loads out of a bottom at a book store, or theather? Please share your felching experiences.

I love doing video's of myself barebacking other guys. How many others like to do bareback video's? Are there any tops who would like to do a special bareback video with a group of others?

I love to have a guy face fuck me, shoving his cock down my throat. When he gets ready to blow, I love it when he holds my head in with his hands, making it impossible to get loose, ^&*%^&*^&* me to take his load. Of course I always swallow a load anyway. I also love to use my throat to massage a guys dick, if he wants to take it long and slow. I will come up and use my tongue to wrap itself all around the head, and then go back down and let my throat wrap itself around the cock head. As a top, I love to fuck a throat myself. I have had a few occassions where I've $%@#$%#$ the guy to swallow the load, and it was hot. So how about your barebackers? How do you like to suck, and do you swallow? As for you tops, how to you prever to have your cock sucked. Do you like lot's of suction, or more tongue, or a deep throat that wraps itself around your shaft? Please share.

I love to have a guy face fuck me, shoving his cock down my throat. When he gets ready to blow, I love it when he holds my head in with his hands, making it impossible to get loose, ^&*%^&*^&* me to take his load. Of course I always swallow a load anyway. I also love to use my throat to massage a guys dick, if he wants to take it long and slow. I will come up and use my tongue to wrap itself all around the head, and then go back down and let my throat wrap itself around the cock head. As a top, I love to fuck a throat myself. I have had a few occassions where I've $%@#$%#$ the guy to swallow the load, and it was hot. So how about your barebackers? How do you like to suck, and do you swallow? As for you tops, how to you prever to have your cock sucked. Do you like lot's of suction, or more tongue, or a deep throat that wraps itself around your shaft? Please share.

All of us bottoms have probably thought about being the gang bang whore at one time or another. So I ask, how many guys have you taken in one night? And what was it like? I can recall one time when I took seven guys in one night, at a bath house. It was great having my friend open the door to his room, and use a dildo on my ass while guys passed by, until he'd get a taker...then another, and another. I didn't know who the guys were; didn't see their faces. I simply felt them fuck me, shoot, then leave. It was hot. How about it guys? I'm sure there's some of you who have taken more than that in one night.

Just wondering what religion most of the guys out here subscribe to. Are you simply athiest, or do you believe in a god, and if so, which one? Are you a follower of a cult, satanic, or something else? Let's not bash each other here guys, just share what your believe is, and leave it at that.

If you are poz, do you know who gave it to you? Here's my story. I went to the bath house one night. I was a bit depressed, and just wanted anyone to fuck me. So I got in and undressed in my room. I then went to the hot tub and soaked for a bit. Nothing seemd to bite there, but it helped me to relax a bit, which proved helpfull later. I then got out and showered reall quick to remove the smell of chlorine. I went back to my room and turned the light down real low, and left the door slightly opened. I laid on my stomach, and pulled my towel down a slight bit, just till my ass could be slightly seen. It took awhile, but finally a big black dude walked in. He dropped his towel and a large cock with a mushroom head popped out. He said he was 14 inches....I believed him. He then started to try and get me to suck him. I've sucked lot's of cocks in my life, and prize myself on the fact that I can get them down my throat with out gagging. This guy wasn't going anywhere. His cock was so big it hurt my jaw to even get it inside. There was no way it was going to make it down my throat. So he finally pulled out, and crawled up ontop of me. I felt his cock start to push against my ass, but my ass didn't want to let him in. He started kissing the back of my neck, and I could feel his tongue take a dive into my ear. I started to turn my head, distracted by this attention, and that's when he went for it. With one quick shove he was in, while his hand was around my mouth, keeping me quiet. I moaned and felt my ass clinch as my cock leaked some cum. He then started to shove himself deeper and deeper. Finally I could feel him pounding away like mad, while he still kissed my neck between panting. It took awhile, but he finally came like a fucken firecracker. I felt his cock swell inside of me, and the hot juice explode inside of my ass. After several more thrusts, he laid on my back, and kissed my neck a bit more. He then pulled out, and I could see some cum still at the tip of his cock. I did my best to clean it off, and savor the taste of his sweet seed. He then quickly grabbed his towel, and left the room with the door open. I saw that there was another guy outside. This white dude took no time in getting his towel off, and fucking my cum filled hole, shoving his load in ontop of the other guys. A week later I came down with what I thought was the flu. It lasted for a couple weeks, with a fever that wouldn't go away. I hadn't heard about the fuck flu yet, but soon after I became poz. I don't know which of the guys was poz, or if both were, but I know I enjoyed every minute, and don't regret it one bit.

As a top I prefer to start laying on top of the bottom. I find that that position keeps me going the longest. I use my arms to sometimes hold myself up in a "Push Up" position and fuck like a dog, then sometimes I wrap my arms around the bottoms arms, then place them behind their head, causing their head to bend and expose their ripe neck, which I love to start sucking on. I try to be careful because I don't want to draw blood....well....at least I try to for the bottoms sake. Then after a good session of pounding the ass, and leaking all the precum I can, I finally get up and pull their ass to the side, and go for the goal, shooting a load deep inside their ass. It's quite fun. As a bottom I like it any way I can get it. I especially love it when a well endowed guy shoves his cock so deep it hurts. But it's also great when a not so well endowed guy can only seem to get the tip to tease the outer edge of my ass, leaving it a bit raw for the next guy. HELL, I just love so much when I bottom that I just accept I'm a pig when I bottom.

Another time I was at the boths I got tired of walking around in the back, so I went out front and started to look at some of the video's in the store. A young male around 30 or so came in with shorts on, and started to look at straight porn mags. He looked over at me a couple of times, then started to grab his cock through his shorts. I started to do the same, and saw him stare. He quickly walked up front and out, and I followed him. Outside he told me to follow him down the road to a quiet spot. I did as he told me, and when we got to a closed car sales lot, I got out of my car and into his suv. I sucked him till he came, then heard him say "Someone's out there...get up." I got up and immediately jumped out of his suv, only to see a woman about five feet away. I'm sure she knew what we were doing, but I didn't care, I had what I wanted, and left with a smile.

Oh I can share many of stories....and so could the walls of a few adult book stores.....ok, several adult book stores. One time I had a hot mexican guy want to fuck me, but he insisted on using a condom, so I obliged. When he got done, I made sure to watch where he put the condom, and after he left the booth, I picked it up and shoved it in my ass while turning it inside out. I made sure to not drop a single drop of his load. It was hot.

First off I'd like to give you my oppinion on your sexuality. No, I won't tell you you're gay, cause wanting a guy to fuck you doesn't mean your gay. Just the same, wanting to eat a woman out, and fuck her doesn't make me straight, either. That's why I mistakenly started out believing I was "Gay". I mean, since I find I'm attracted to men, and because I have chosen to live my life partnered with a man, I thought I was right in saying I was "gay". But the one fact still remained, even though women didn't do anything for me in porn, I could still physically get off with a woman. I also have fantasized about doing certain things with a woman. So I finally had to accept that I was actually "Bi-sexual." Unfortunately we tend to want to call poeple either straight or gay, when many are some where in between. So you may be mainly straight, but with a bi-side...on a scale of 1 (being straight) and 7 (being totally gay) you're probably a 2 or 3, where as I'm more of a 5. Now that being said, what is there to understand about gay men? Well, we eat, sleep, work (well most of us) and some love sex, while others not so much. We are just the same as straight men. What you need to do is just be completely forward with what you want. It sounds like you want a dominate male, such as myself, who'd love to take you down, pull your pants off, and fuck you like a man would fuck a woman. If that's what you want, go on craigslist and simply state that. Tell them you're straight, but you want a man to dominate you. You'll find there'll be a lot of tops who'd be willing to step up to the plate for that job. If you have any further questions, let me know in a personal message, and I'll try to help.

One more thing, if you do become poz, be careful who you tell. My first friend I told was always talking about AIDs, and what he knew about it, but became a bit quiet when I told him. Turns out I was the first close friend he had who had contracted the disease. So it hit him a bit hard. We're still friends, but as I tried to lean on him, I found I also had to teach him some stuff he didn't know, and help him. Getting into a good support group can help also, if you need the support, and there's lot's of people who can help councel you if needed.

I was calmer than the friend who did the test, and who had to tell me I was poz. I always knew it might happen. I always try to remain posative in my life, which helped a lot. Even though I knew a bit about the virus, I did have a lot to learn. As to getting the virus when you're young vs. old, I was in mid 30's. I actually have a CD4 over 1,000, due to medications, and have a healthy life. So don't think you're going to do bad just because your old, or good just because you're young. The main thing, get tested, and if you are poz, learn all you can.