Armin74

Hi toxicgun, I hope I can also learn a bit more of your experience with HIV and if it gave you difficulties to have sexual encounters. When I got sexually active with men, it was still the period of promoting condoms to prevent AIDS, they did not even use the term HIV, so that was what I did, I was top and fucked always with condom. After about 8 years I became a bottom, and also then, it was always with condom. After about 10 years being a bottom and having safe sex for 18 years, it got the feeling of condom fatigue, so I was having the most passionate sex and when the guy asked me if he could fuck me I said yes, but with condom, so he went for a condom, but when he opened it, put it on, all the horniness was gone, not only for me, also for the other guy. It was not a one-time occurrence, time after time, when I was ready to get fucked and the condom appeared, the horniness was already gone before the condom was put on. That was the moment I stopped enjoying sex, I avoided top guys because I did not want to be disappointed anymore in bed. Untill 1 year later, I went to a bath house just for having oral sex, but I've met a gorgeous guy and ended up in a cabin. We were French kissing and then I felt how he was feeling between my legs, to find out if I was fuckable...I did realize he wanted to fuck me, and I also realised there were no condoms in the cabin... I've opened the little brown bottle and sniffed a lot because I really wanted to experience this with him. And so we did, it was my first bare sex with a stranger and I felt living again. Sometimes I'm a bit jealous, not because men have HIV/are undetectable, but because they always enjoyed sex the intense and pure way. However, I guess this depends of the person individually and how they deal with it. I'm on PrEP for about 5 years now, so even bare sex is for me equal to safe sex, and I never ask about the status of my sex partner. Sorry for the long reply, but I hope it gives you also the insight that the feeling can change from fear to re-alive. Regards

i prefer bareback, but the top decides if he does bare or goes with the condom, sometimes i just want to get fucked. but i love the feeling of a guy cumming in me.

there are still more guys that uses condoms than i thought. since i do bare i only take lube with me in the sauna, but when i get in a cabine with a hot top they sometimes only want to fuck with condom, i didn't expect that

i love your idea about more glory holes, i love anonymous sex. hope they don't have to rub alcohol gel on their cock

unfortunately only 6 until now, from 6 different men.

the first time it happened was in a sex club, there were no private cabines so everything was public, i was still a top those days, but a guy with a big dick fucked me for the first time, everyone could see me, even my BF was watching how i got pounded by a stranger. the last it happened in a gay sauna, started with a guy in the mirror room, during the suck and fuck you can see other men watching and it makes me only more horny.

yes, when i have a day off i always look for cock, i want to get filled with cum then, that is my satisfaction, i don't need an orgasm myself, i just go to sauna to serve men.

i was thinking about doing that also when the gay sauna's open again. i hope it will be soon, however, the corona situation is getting worse again i've found one filled condom outdoor hanging on a branch, i took it and played with it, these days i would swallow it and lick it clean, in those days i was too afraid, but everything changes.

i've recently got a big load filled up my ass. i dated a guy who had a condom filled with frozen cum, there were about 20 loads in it before fucking me bare he pushed the frozen cum in my ass, it felt less cold then i thought, maybe because i was so hot ;-)

it is incredibly horny to feel a guy cumming in my ass, i just offer myself as a bottom to tops, helps them to get off their load, i don't need to cum after being filled with cum i'm just looking for the next top who wants to get rid of their load

Used to be a top, now i'm about 99% bottom. I already was a cumdump when i suck guys, but since about a half year i'm also a cumdump when i get fucked.

I was a top, fucked most of the times with condom, but with my previous boyfriend we started doing it bare pretty fast, he was a real cumdump, he also swallowed my cum. About 10 years ago there was a lot of attention in the media about prostate vibrators so i've bought one. Then i started letting guys fuck me from time to time. Since a few years i swallow cum, since about a half year i let guys fuck me bare, so now i've become the cumdump like my ex was. Now i'm about 99% bottom, and if i would top a guy it must be bare because a condom makes my stiff cock soft instantly.

I've stopped having sex when de lockdown started in March, so already 3 months without sex now, not that easy because i only discovered the great feeling of getting barebacked 6 months ago. The bath houses should reopen from 1st of July in Belgium, hopefully they include also the gay bath houses.

I like it when it tastes really like cum, sometimes the taste is so neutral that i wonder if they did cum LOL Sweet or salty, like them both, i like it less when it's too bitter, but i always swallow. The bigger the load the better.

Definitively keeping the babies in as long as possible, not al BB tops dump their babies in me, so it's a privilege receiving them.