[First Pozzed?]

To ozposraw, I'm just wondering, Are you on any Anti-Retroviral Meds? If so that would reduce the chance of others getting it, trust me, I know, I am also pos and I preferred to be barebackd as a bottom, because when I found out, it frighten the crap out of me, for a wile and only a while, I told the guy that has been barebacking me over the years, he got tested and for some strange reason, he was Neg, only because his cock was cut, so after a while we got back together and he has ever since still fucks me bareback, even so I'll never go back to using condoms despite my Poz status, now days men who put a condom on their man meat, it no longer appeals to me, it's a kind of a turn off, because it feel unnatural for a man's cock to be hidden inside a rubber inside my pussy.

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The problem is now days putting and using a condom is way too clinical and it doesn't feel natural at all, sure back in the 90s I would nave no problems having a guy fuck me with a condom on his cock, but now days not anymore, maybe it's because to me HIV is no longer considered a death sentence, only because of the advance of modern Anti Retrovirus medications widely available and it keeps my viral load to what they call Undetectable levels which lowers the risk of passing it along to another person, so all I can say, I can bareback with confidence.​

[Why push the injected cum out?]

Thanks for that, I live in Brisbane Australia, you must be in the States, yes I do love to keep it inside of me, it's like having a part of someone inside of me, a memento of you time with that man, that says that he was a beautiful man, so when you leave his place to go home, you are taking a part of him home with you deep inside my pussy and if that makes me feminine, so be it and that's how I'd rather have it, that's why I prefer to have a man inside of me, because my dream would be to wear something feminine like a swim suite/lingerie, with a skirt even, just to add to the fantasy, but no makeup, I won't go that far, that's the kind of fem man I am, so if some guys don't like their bottoms to be like that, well that's not my problem.​

So give ma a nice beach location or a location by the pool, at sunset on a nice warm summer night, with a nice man who's 100% top who wants to fuck me deep and leave his seed deep inside of me, I'll be contented in that way, so we can do it again in the morning as well, that's what I would love to have happen to me, that's how barebacking should be, weather the bottom is masculine or feminine just like me, because that's why I don't call my pussy an asshole.​

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I​ would love to have a guy fuck me after taking my one-piece teddy, my ultimate dream would be going for a swim in a women's one-piece or a two-piece bikini, meet up with a nice man at the beach and have him undress me on the beach or by the pool and fuck me and blow his load deep in my man-pussy.

[To clean or not to clean your box before barebacking, and other health related Topix.]

Here's a question for all you bottoms and tops in Bareback sex, I have a question and a suggestion for all of you.

The Question is this, Should you clean your box out or not? The reason that I have asked this because I have a suggestion that if you clean your mancunt/manpussy/ass, what ever you call your ass, you lower your risk of any possibility of other diseases therefore you also may help yourself and the guy fucking you lower the risk of getting anything that may come from the mess inside of you, let's start a conversation and see what other guys have to say about this.

The other ​issue that I wish to bring up and I would like your opinion on wether if the guy fucking you, if he's got a circumcised cock, you lower the risk of that guy contracting HIV, whereas if the guy uncircumcised, you run the risk of getting HIV, here's my theory is that the foreskin can hide many bugs and germs, if you don't clean it properly.

The other issue is if you are Poz, just like me, but if you are taking your anti retrovirus drugs, the drugs that I'm on lowers the viral load to sutch an extent, it becomes what they determined as Undetectable, therefore you lower your risk of contracting HIV by a huge amount, they say up to 99% if you are the one being fucked, the guy fucking you has only a 1% chance of getting HIV, whereas if the guy who's fucking you has an undetectable load, you only have a 4% chance of getting HIV, which is a 96% reduction of getting it.

So I thought I'll bring this into the discussion box, but remember there's always some risks in life, but you can manage those risks by keeping your mancunt/pussy/asshole cleaned of crap and for the tops by keeping your cocks clean before sex.

[When was your first time barebacking ever being bred?]

The first time that had a man cum inside of me was about 12 years ago, I've known him for years, we first started having sex, with condoms from about 2001, then one night in 2003, we had our usual fun, then when it came to him fucking me up my mancunt, he just lubed his cock and my mancunt, then he entered me and kept fucking me until he blew inside my mancunt, back then I thought I had lost my virginity, that was until I got my first seed up my mancunt, now I can say I've well and truly lost my viginity.

I can tell you ever since then, I've always preferred getting fucked barebacked, even now that I've been poz, but now that I'm on good meds and I'm in what's called undetectable levels, I'll always be a bottom and have bareback sex so that way I know that if a guy uses a condom or not I can have peace of mind, because the guy that has been fucking me all these years is still not poz, all I can say to those that are poz and wish to continue Barebacking, take your meds and keep the levels to undetectable and have some raunchy fun with another guy.

[Why push the injected cum out?]

Well I love having a man's load deep inside of my mancunt, I'm a bottom and I love keeping it inside of me, it makes me feel more like a bit of a fem guy, sure I am Poz but I'm on good medication that keeps it undetectable levels, but I don't like doing the guy, that's why I'm a 100% Bottom, it feels so natural to be the one that takes it up in my mancunt.