new and lusting for Man sex

[Guest Seanette]

Hi I am a newbie here . I am a closeted submissive CD  I am married and she nor anyone else Knows of My lust for Man Sex... oral and anal and I want it bareback at all times.   I am 60 yrs of age good health horny 24/7 for cock  fully shaved submissive and I love to crossdress too. I can't seem to find a Partner, a Fuck BUDDY... I talk with other horny men but same old same old.,,, I can't hast and neither can they... It is Soooo  Frustrating... I hate to use Pay sites... cuz the same thing happens ...no one can host.  God I would do it in a car, a restroom a fitting room a park a wooded area an alley a car/truck.  I crave it soooo Much.  I am in Buffalo, NY   Any Thoughts or Ideas or anyone want to chat or Play herhehehe