i was with this guy who was not poz i really liked him . when I told him I was poz he paused took a minute to tell me that he was ok with that but he wanted to use condoms I told him I didn't like using condoms and if he were to get on prep he would limit his risk of being infected someone of his beauty i would have to go through what I had to go through being young handsome and passed around like a joint and then being rejected by all the hot guys because I was poz it is not a life I wish for any of the people who do not have it I may have settled down had a family been a good husband to someone but after I was diagnosed I sank into this deep depression I've slept with a totally of 5 men in the last 14 years don't be stupid get checked and often and get on prep as soon as you can . the infection will kill you and it will be a slow painful death I have seen it its not pretty and the meds only slow the infection it doesn't stop it your body breaks down due to the effect of the medications and if you get sick it takes longer and longer to heal and things as small as a pimple can make you sick . its not good .. if you have or know someone who's neg and you want to sleep with them encourage them to get on prep then you can fill them with all the cum you want it won't prevent it completely but it will keep it at bay and if you can use condoms I apologise to anyone who is reading this and I have bummed you out but you need to know the consequences of this horrible disease you will be healthy if you stay on a regimen for a long time but over time your system will break down one by one and we all just want to fuck and it feels to be good to be a part of someone and have them be a part of you but live and learn how to stay healthy as long as you can
